This is a cheer-leading post for myself as much as it is for you. Right now I’m in the middle of a serious transitional phase, and I have no idea what is going to happen in my life over the next few months.
I am literally living day to day. Part of it, is I’m having to deal with some serious Family Stuff, the other part is that I am on the first steps along a path where for about 7 years, I was stuck at the fork in the road.
Now I have to start doing all the goals I set forth to achieve on this particular path. If things had gone a different way, I’d be on the other pathway, working on different goals.
It is the stress of dealing with familial relationships. It is the stress of additionally having to deal with the day to day management of my mental illness. It is the stress of going from limbo to 75 miles an hour. It is the stress that knowing the choices I make now, are pretty much going to determine the course of my life for the next few years.
But maybe not. I’m trying to be flexible about this. To stave off the panic and fear that renders me FROZEN IN PLACE, I’ve narrowed my vision to each day at a time. I also tell myself, that I DO have the freedom to make alterations, change course, renew goals, make different goals, as things come up on my Journey.
The one thing I want to say to Me and to You is:
No matter what. Keep moving. Keep pushing Forward. Don’t stop. Setbacks are natural: don’t beat yourself up. Just renew, refresh, recharge and Keep Going!